Wow that was weird.

Had this huge incapacitating terrifying jumble of emotions. Bad ones. Terrible ones I thought would never stop.

And now I’m trashed. Hard to keep thing or thinking. Drained is the word. Feels dark. And tired. And keep zoning out and hitting random keys.

I hope I’m able to sleep. Because I’m not able to do much else. Doing the eyes closed random typing thing many times per sentence. Blech.