This is me when I'm not doing the stuff for my regular blog. That means not necessarily as careful, not necessarily as able to do things, lots of things could be different than usual. I don't do trigger warnings, and I have genuine well thought out reasons that aren't just some kind of callous BS.
I’ve been up most of the night. Up. Sitting upright. On the toilet. To prevent vomiting.
I am now weak and possibly dehydrated (not to mention what my blood sugar must be like from barely eating) and so wiped out I can barely think. I just want a record of this in case I forget. Because I’m forgetting everything.
I’m not meant to sit upright. Really badly not. And the fact I may have to do more of it scares me.